But I've come to realize summers have made me who I am today. All the constant time in my head, alone, has made me crazy. But I like to think it's the good kind of crazy. The kind people can laugh at. And the kind I can laugh at too.
I'm kind of okay with who I am.
Not entirely, of course. But I like to think I like myself more than some people I know.
I think a part of me knows I won't be doing anymore changing for a while. I'm pretty much stuck with myself.
I do wish that I could change my perspective on some things.
For example, I wish I could realize that it doesn't matter how much weight I carry around my stomach or my face or my arms because deep down I know that's not really the problem that I have. I've seen plenty of people get passed their insecurities and find people that are good and who are good for them. There's something else that's wrong, something I can't see yet. I just hope that I can figure out what's wrong soon enough. And hopefully, I'll be able to fix it.
Having too much time to think isn't such a bad thing now.
I just wish I had more things that I could read.
The curious incident of the dog in the night time.
ReplyDeleterussell brand's Booky Wook.
The white oleander.
The lie.
Average American Male.
13 Little Blue Envelopes.
Whip Smart.
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I assume you mean you needed reccomendations? However, if you need BOOKS let me know. We can have a book club swap party with Mary. That sounds fun. I own all of these. Only a few are on my Kindle.
I want to go to Passion Pit. But, not alone.
Let's see what we can do.
Text me where you live again?
I live with Daniel. Jason left me.
I love you.
I miss you.
I did need suggestions, thank you:) I need books too, though.
ReplyDeleteSorry it's taken me so long to reply. My phone is on the fritz and my dad hogs the computer. My phone should be fixed by tonight, though. I'll text you when it is.
I've dreaming of Passion Pit. I WANT TO GO SO BAD.
Oh, my. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I don't get to see you every day. I'm sorry this is happening to you. Please just let me know if there's anything I can do for you.
Hopefully I'll talk to you very soon.
love you.